Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Poem I wrote a little while ago.

Sick of being ashamed
sick of feeding the hunger that remains untamed
DISGUSTING FAT SLUT
YOU STD COVERED FILTHY WHORE
NO ONE WANTS A FAT PIG
NOT LIKE YOU, YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO
SAY "NO IM FULL, TAKE THE REST, I DON'T NEED IT"
It's an addiction
I REFUSE TO FEED IT
The thinner, the winner
Winner takes all
LOSERS A BOOZER
DRUNK MUNCH-OUT MESS
SPILLING THINGS AND SPLITTING THE SEAMS OF YOUR DRESS
YOU CRY
CURL INTO A BALL, JUST TO TRY TO FEEL SMALL.
BUT YOU ARE JUST TOO BIG
YOU MUST WORK HARD TO BE A TWIG
SO ROLL OVER
DO SOME FUCKING CRUNCHES
HIT YOURSELF, YOU ATE
LOSE YOUR MORALS, SELF MUTILATE
GO TO BED, TRY TO DREAM
WAKE UP IN THE MORNING , LOOK IN THE MIRROR
AND SCREAM!
SLAP YOURSELF, AND PLASTER ON A SMILE...
THE LONGER ITS A SECRET
THE MORE TIME YOU RECEIVE
THE LIFE OF AN EATING DISORDER
IS NOW SIMPLE TO PERCEIVE