I think we broke up

I think we broke up.
Well. When he called me this morning I asked to talk, and I explained how lately he makes me feel kind of neglected and unimportant (and i had PLENTY of reasons to back this up it was not in my head!) and yeah, i was crying and i said " If youre going to break up with me then just do it, dont drag it out" and he said "Ill let you know tonight" !! Like wtf! So I was like "wow, you actually have to think about it? that pretty much answers the question" and i hung up on him.
no call back.
nothing.

im not calling him. he didnt even care about how he's been making me feel, he just got all defensive and rude! If you cared about me you would say youre sorry !! even if you didnt intend for me to feel this way you could say sorry you didnt know i would take it that way. but no. you got angry and defensive and didnt give a fuck how i felt.

fuck men. breaking up the day before vday. Oh & i hope he feels like a complete piece of shit when he gets his surprise valentines day present from me in the mail.

pissed off. i have no appetite though. but my backs killing me so i didnt work out.
i only ate 190 cals tho,

hales